Life and Death,

What a dramatic event,

What an unlikely chance,

Never in my life,

Expect something like this,

Never in my life,

Thought it would ever happen.

What an unlikely event,

Tablets, pills, supplements 

Just like a regular routine,

Just like any other days,

But wait,

Just wait,

Hold on…

Something dramatic happened…

Tablets got so stubborn,

It stuck in my throat,

Wouldn’t go down…

Wouldn’t go down…

Even with more water,

Would stuck there even more…

I have to call for help,

Who would I call right now?

The first person in mind,

Would be my honey, my dear…

He’s busy,

He’s too far…

Then I called nine one one,

Explained what happened,

Gave them information,

Oh my God…

It was getting worse…

I couldn’t breath,

My airway was obstructed…

I felt so closed to death…

Well not exactly yet…

But so closed to danger…

Things can be just fine,

In one very moment,

But the next instance,

Would be so critical…

They were on their ways…

I tried to talk,

I tried to think straight,

They asked me to cough.

I coughed and I coughed,

Oh my thank goodness,

The tablets came out,

I felt better now,

I felt I could breath,

One more time again…

I stayed still, hold still,

My heart was racing,

My breath was shallow,

My hands were trembling…

All the adrenaline rush,

All the cortisol,

All the blood sugar,

Just keep pumping up.

That morning,

Was never be the same again…

At that very moment,

Between life and death,

It can be so closed.

Life is such fragile!

So thin,

And so small…

Between life and death

I’m not ready yet,

I just prayed to God,

To keep me safe from harm,

And keep my soul pure,

I’m not ready yet,

To meet you just yet,

I can’t die…

In a state of sins…

Oh my God, my Lord,

Have mercy on me…

Forgive me my sins…

Forgive me my faults,

Forgive me my mistakes,

Have mercy on me…

I want to see You,

But I’m not ready yet,

I need to purify,

My heart and my soul,

My mind and my body…

Have mercy on me,

For all the sins I’ve made,

In my thoughts,

In my words,

And in my actions…

Teach me to be pure,

Teach me to be good,

Teach me to be kind,

Let me be an instrument of Yours,

An instrument of Love,

Because Love is You,

And You are my Love…

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Are You There ?

Are you there?

When I need you the most,

Are you there?

When I’m at my weakest,

Are you there?

When I’m almost dying…

Are you there?

Just by my side,

Lend me a hand,

Give me your care,

Tender with love.

Will your love big enough?

To sustain us?

Will your love great enough?

To maintain us?

Will you still love me?

When I’m not lovable.

Will you still love me?

When I’m not sexy.

Will you still care for me?

Will you raise me up?

Or put me down.

Will you protect me?

Or condemn me.

Only true love,

Can sustain,

Can maintain,

Can endure.

Generously,

Unconditionally,

Oh my true love.

My great love,

Of all time…

To Love and not to Judge, 

When you judge,

You don’t have time to love

Judging 

Can be harsh,

Can be subtle,

Looking into details,

Of weaknesses,

Of shortcomings,

No one is perfect,

No one is flawless,

Love can be great,

Judgement can be harsh,

When you judge someone,

You don’t have time to love them.

Understanding,

Sympathizing,

Accepting,

To love,

And not to judge,

Is so hard ,

It’s in human nature,

But if we surrender,

To a greater self,

To a wiser mind,

To a deeper soul,

That’s when we triumph,

The greatest victory of all.

The victory of ourselves. 

Thrive and Smile…

You either die, or you thrive

You either cry, or you smile 

You either love, or you lose

Life is a process

Love is a journey

Up and down 

Tough and hurt 

Good and bad 

Life continues on 

Love can fade

Hurt can go away 

But life goes on… 

You either die, or you thrive

You either cry, or you smile 

Let’s thrive 

Because at the end of the road

There’s flowers 

There’s peace 

There’s happiness 

Let’s smile 

Because at the end of the road 

There’s love 

There’s compassion 

There’s kindness 

Let’s thrive 

Let’s smile 

And embrace life…

Thankful,

Being thankful,

Being in love…

Every single drop,

Of joy,

Of happiness,

Overwhelms my heart,

Embraces my soul. 

I love you,

For the way you laugh,

The way you look at me..

The way you kiss me..

I’m so thankful,

So grateful,

Being loved,

Being adored,

Being cherished,

Thank God,

And thank you,

For loving me…

Every step I go,

You watch over me.

Every move I make,

You back me up.

Thank you,

For being there,

For being you,

My love,

My soulmate,

The love of my life..

Love…

Sadness and hurts,

What I’m supposed to say…

Trust and respect,

Love and understanding,

What does it say?

Hope for a better day,

A brighter face,

With a lovely smile.

Does it have to be that way ?

When you open your heart,

Being vulnerable,

Being so fragile,

Will it be handle with care?

Will my heart be crushed?

By the one I love,

By the words being said…

Words…

Can be so powerful!

It can build you up,

Or can tear you down…

Love,

Can be so cruel,

Or be very kind…

Love…

A two blade saw….

Can cut into your heart….

Bleeding….